So you see why, is hard, the trio is broken up, such a sad Christmas, one i am trying so hard to forget, Penny gasped for air for three hours, I swear saying momma, and i could not help her, finally laid down in bed where i was petting her and thought she fell asleep,, but she died. So is hard to play Bella now, just reminds me so much of her.
I did try to play a new pirate, though a low pirate, and of course they made fun of me, was trying to level up at the fort, some girl brought in a staff, and i politely asked her to not take everyones points but to try kingswood. She would not listen,..so finally i brought in Bella, and wouldnt you know she started making fun of Spania. That is when i put in a call for backup from my family, i dont call them members, they are my brothers and sisters to me,...and they all showed up in numbers, thank you all for that. I needed that. And i am sorry, as i told you, will be awhile, till I can play as Bella again, as to me I cant think of Bella, without thinking of my bulldog, Penny.
I know it sounds so strange, all of you know me as such an outspoken person, but when it comes to animals, they are such a passion of mine, that when i love them, their death affects me so hard. My brother says go to the pound and add one more dog, nooo, i can not go near a shelter, the sight makes me ill, i cant sleep at night, thinking i cant bring every dog home, that also would be heartbraking. But I have found a Boston Terrier i am thinking of getting. She would fit in with the rest of us, and maybe, they dont take the place of the ones i lost but in the end, develop their own personalties, that last a lifetime with me. I fell in love with the pictures of Charlottes dogs. And i think i can find a small pirate costume to fit the new little one, (well she is three, little but not young)
Again ty for those that came to help today. And as for the forum, i just cant seem to laugh at the moment. All my special friends, i dont even have to name you, you, know i miss you, and will be back.