I hate to tell ya Thomas, but once you make a mistake, it's over for good! I actually left Spania.... 3 times. I do agree with what they say though. They don't want members who leave, they need faithful people to make their guild as great as it is! I myself.... Am not mature or reliable enough to be in that guild. (It's my own choice and personalty)
You said you were making a guild in alliance with Spania, tried to recruit in guild chat, were told not to, and then left on your own. Then you came on your other pirate, and tried to cause drama by asking "who left" when you knew it was yourself. You also told an officer than you did not want to be in a guild with a level 27 GM.